Finally, we have reached a new plateau! We have reached our 1 year anniversary!

I've never been through a happier 365 days in my life. Every moment has been remembered, every hug has been warm, every tear has been sour, and every kiss has been as sweet as i can ever imagine.

I remember how we went to watch the Beckham soccer game.
I remember how i couldn't get enough of seeing you.
I remember the night i tricked into you started to sleep over.

I remember the Denny's late night pancakes/french toast.
I remember the milkshake.
I also remember someone saying only 1 straw.

Then i remember, how we started sleeping in different corners of the apartment.
I remember how we started sleeping in the same room.
I remember how we started sleeping on the same bed.

I remember how it was awkward at first.
I remember how it became so natural for you to sleep on my arm.
I remember how our feelings for each other started to grow and grow.

I remember how our first kiss went.
I remember how you made me confess my feelings.
I remember how happy i felt when i found out you felt the same way too.

I remember that i wasn't that that into our relationship at first.
I remember how as time went by, you totally changed the way i felt about being with you.
I remember how your surprise for our first monthly anniversary went.

I remember how i got more into you.
I remember how when i don't have you beside me, how much i need you.
I remember how i started to get the feeling that, i want you in my future.

I remember it felt the first time i see you again after being away.
I remember stepping into your new apartment.
I remember you meeting my parents for the first time.

I remember we fought because we felt differently about seeing each other or not being able to see each other.
I remember how bit by bit u started to change because of me.
I remember how bit by bit i started to be proud of you, because you have changed for me.

I remember how you thought about my mom before she left.
I remember how happy you were when she left.
I remember how it felt to say good morning to the one i love the moment i open my eyes.

I remember how your spring break was.
I remember we didn't do anything really special.
I remember how special that spring break meant to the both of us.

I remember how doing nothing at home was better than doing anything at all.
I remember how you would surprise me when i least expect it.
I remember how the days started counting down until i had to leave.

I remember how we went camping together.
I remember that room with your favorite leopard covers.
I remember how much tanned we both got, as proof that we went camping.

I remember how we suddenly decided to go to whistler.
I remember we only stayed at the hotel to watch dvds.
I remember how you cried because your baby toes where dangling over the mountains.

I remember our victoria trip.
I remember how the wind on the ferry blew your hair into a mess.
I remember we missed the last ferry, and had to go shopping in safeway.

I remember how your birthday surprise went.
I remember how i was afraid that you would have a boring birthday just cutting your cake at home.
I remember for your birthday, you invited the person you don't like just for me.

I remember the day i left.
I remember your note that you woke up so early to write.
I remember how much tears were shed that day.

I remember how much i missed you as soon as i got here.
I remember how much you encouraged me to be happy, even though you missed me 100x more.
I remember how i decided that i would work as hard as i could, for a future that has the both of us in it.

I remember how close we felt even though we are so far apart.
I remember how you hurt me.
I remember how i didn't mind it because i loved you so much.

I remember the one of the worst things that you had to face up till now.
I remember how strong you were during the whole time.
I remember feeling useless because i couldn't help in anyway.

I remember how a miracle happened.
I remember how i saw you again after so long.
I remember how happy i felt being there for you at just the right time.

I remember how nothing special really happened.
I remember just sitting at home watching tv.
I remember those were the happiest 12 days of my life.

I remember, when i had to leave again, how different it felt.
I remember both of us holding our tears in till the last minute.
I remember how both of us knew it would work out.

I remember how fast time has flew by since the last time i saw you.
I remember how i decided to come see you again, no matter wat happens.
I remember how this first anniversary is.

I remember how fast this year has gone by.
I remember how soon i'm going to see you again.
I remember how happy i will be on that day i see you again.

I remember how lucky i am to even be with you.
I remember how proud i felt to have such a beautiful girlfriend like you.
I remember how i will feel happy whenever your near.

I remember everything that has happened between us.
I remember how not everything will work under the best of circumstances.
I remember how we made this commitment to try our best, and our hardest to go through tough times.

I know it will pay off.
I know our future will be sweet.
I know it this time apart will have no effect on how we will love each other no matter what.

I know these times will be over.
I know i will say "good morning, honeyB" to you everyday.
I know i will love you forever.

Happy One Year Anniversary.

With Love, Forever
your HoneyB

EVERYDAY..is passing by me so quickly! so, here i am, finished with my computer exam which i copied from a frd, and just thinking about what i've done these past 3 weeks.

7th week: I finished my practical for the restaurant a la carte. For dinner i got 100% YEAHA!! Mr. Sinigalia is a nice guy. i think he likes me because i can actually work. thats y i got 100% on my dinner practical. HONEYb is back to VAN.

8th week: Back to my ACADEMICS..i just found out..that in the following week i will have 4 tests..its a lot of work, but most of the subjects are a piece of cake. I've started to miss a lot of class. Since my honeyB is back in vancouver, the time difference is so bad. we're trying so hard to help each other go on. i guess love does conquer all. but last thursday: bad news. dun wanna mention is anymore. dun wanna think about it. when my honey told me, all i could feel in my heart was that i was worried. I wasn't angry, i wasn't sad, but i was worried. worried about wat she is going to do because i'm not there. worried that she will be so scared about whats gonna happen. Worried about so many things. So i stopped thinking. and the first thing i wanted to her is: don't worry, we'll be through this together. Thx god she believed me. but the thing is i can't be there, so i have to count on the people who are in vancouver to help take my place.

9th week: We'll, after some sorting out, everything seems to be in place. But suddenly i felt so useless, since i can't be right beside my honeyB when she is going through something so serious. then all the emotions that has been piling up for a long time started to exploded. actually, the both of us exploded. after realizing that we can't live without each other, although we are so far apart, we calmed down. we needed a plan to get through these years. we got one, and I WILL STICK TO IT, NO MATTER WAT!!

back to school work. I had 3 tests already, my english, french and computer. I THINK i did well in all of them. but the one i am most afraid of is .......BAR&BEVERAGE (WINE) fuck there are so much shit to memorize. i never though wine would be such a hard subject. anyways, thats all for now...i need to STUDY for WINE

honeyB this entry is only for you ga ja!!
i'm not lazy!! i just wanna talk to u every saturday and sunday morning!!
i love you so much...and kiss kiss la!!

1 month + 1 week already wow..time really flew by ever since i got here...i'm all settled, and i have a bunch of ppl that i hang out with (kind of) to pass the boring times..
Its been so quick. i've had my first 2 weeks of academic stuff, and honestly, the stuff its so simple and the teachers treat the students like fucking kids. i hate that. they repeat and repeat and repeat. but some of the teachers are pretty cool:

Mr. Sinagalia (Bar and Beverages): hes fucking awesome. his teaching method is really simple. just fucking SCREAM when u less notice it
Mr. Wintermann: He teaches me an hour a week, but he does this cool-teacher-talking-instead-of-teaching-his-students thing, which i really like, i feel like i can actually learn. Intro into hospitality management (career management)
Mrs. Gardini: She should teach kindergarden Rooms Division Operations
Mr. Computer teacher: so chill that i just skype with my honeyB for the whole computer class
Mrs. Computer teacher: bitch, makes us type letters
Mrs. Varini: doesn't really teach at all, not very organised. Intro into hospitalitu management
Mrs. Carlson-Blatti: my english teacher, MAJOR BITCH. e.g. Ray: "i'm kinda used to doing my essay outlines the MLA format, and i think it works better for me" BITCH: "Oh. You can do it that way. But i don't like it. My way is better" WTF
Mrs. Q Rachny: She will be nice to you if u can speak mandarin. Housekeeping Practical
Mrs. Muller: Cougar alert!!! lol nah shes cool, she teaches front office operations

Next week, its back to practical lessons. Its my turn to service the HIGH CLASS RESTAURANT in my school, called A La Carte. This restaurant is different from the buffet free flow that i did 2 weeks ago. everything has to be perfect. Cutlery placement, glass placement, pouring wine, pouring water, serving dishes, picking up dirty dishes, and syncronization of serving for banquets. It has 2 kinds of operating methods in 2 serivce times: lunch and dinner. The methods are normal restaurant and banqueting.
Normal restaurant: 1 waiter 1 table. Take the order, serve, all alone
Banqueting: Very cool. There are only big tables, sort of like in a wedding banquet or a huge party or something. no need to take orders. 4 ppl serve 1 table. Everyone gets food at the same time. Everybody gets wine at the same time. Everyone finishes at the same time. I've eaten there, and the syncronization is SO COOL.
i'm excited to do this restaurant.

Met a jap guy, who used to work at bape in Harajuku, his closet is full of the coolest shit ever, i was in awe lol. His name is Rihito, and he is kinda fat, but in that cool japanese fat boi kinda way

i've been taking a lot pictures since i got here...it kind of makes me think of how my honeyB takes pictures with me of everything. But unlike her i'm too lazy to upload it, but i might do it later. during the past 2 weeks, there were difficult times. i almost felt like giving up, but i couldn't. now i kind of have tunnel vision towards my goal. sometimes, when difficult tasks appear in front of u, u can't just make a split second desicion based on the way you feel. Take a step back, think clearly, and then decide. I'm glad i did that. I'm completely happy now. I also learned an important lesson on the 4th week. i'm a problem gambler...i lost so much money...
but thank god for my honeyB...i will quit for you

went drinking at some of my classmates hotel last night...they got drunk so easily..when i finished my first can they were all so crazy already...and there wasn't a point to drink anymore lol...played some pretty lame card games with a deck of uno. it was ok fun
Notice that i'm using classmates and not frds. Dunno how to classify the ppl i meet at this school yet, so i'm gonna keep on using classmates until i figure out whos frds and whos not

and because we're both so bored, me and my honeyB did personality quizes lol

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
 
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i have to admit its kind of true lol

I HAVE GOOD NEWS!! The Champions League draws are out, and BARCELONA IS IN THE SAME GROUP AS BASEL FC...i'm going FOR SURE..for those you who dun like barca u can SUCK MY XXXX
Thats whats happened for the last 2 weeks...

p.s. I Love you
p.p.s. The trust will always be there
p.p.p.s. Kiss Kiss!!